Sinister Pride

The infatuation began at work, usually more blatant at work (he showed off being affectionate), less amicable at my home when family was involved. We were not hot n heavy, I was passing time really and figured if it was for the moment, then so be it. I made most of the moments, good.

The bonfire we had on weekends was roaring, the batteries put close-by for boomboxes not plugged into the house and run out by extension cord onto the back porch, and plenty of food was awaiting numb-nuts. I call him this cause honestly his hardware was screwed with bolts and nuts that left him emotionless and completely anti-social. He was a security guard at the hospital I worked at.

He had a motorcycle, several pieces of property, a priest for a father, a hit-man for an uncle, a brother who despised him and a sister or two jealous of him. He also had a fiancee who was going to pop her bun out of the oven in just a few months, and he was oh so bored. I did not put all stock of 'my love's devotion' into this relationship because signals from the get-go made it clear he was just trolling.

Gosh is it always the fear of being a daddy soon really make you want to go foolin' around and accidently make another you are clearly not ready for ?

So I caught him, checked around, made some discoveries, abandoned the thought of hurting the innocent lady but rather warning her of better things, perhaps. I redialed hisgirlfriends cellphone after he used my home phone to call her from and make her jealous, hating me or at least being mad enough to pay attention to him. Whatever game he had planned, I would not let an innocent 'sister' be taken advantage of. So after having told her what this skank was up to and maybe she should put his kid up for adoption since he clearly wanted nothing to do with either of them--she thanked me immensely and chose to accomodate him in a different manner. She truthfully told him what she knew and expected truthfully what he was going to do and made it clear if it was the wrong truthful, that baby was not going to be baptized.

Well he was extremely religious which killed the 'faith' in your God and religion malarchy for me, because I began asking myself, "if you are so strict with your God's commandments how dare you break them so easily ?" They had a history ofa childhood growing up between them and strict Catholic fathers who expected they marry, when age-appropriate. I was hoping to match-make them better than this, but he made the call by being a blatant jerk to a really nice girl who did not deserve this.

Making him feel prouder and more assanine, I let him believe hekicked me to the curb, but I already was there as it was safer than running in the middle of a crowded street. His family would of been looking for some scandal or some reason to make my life miserable, so I detoured to the curb and let this idiot race all the way to his finish line with his sinister pride coming in first place !

It was played exquisitely but never let on that it bothered me, specifically how the numb-nut treated women in general. One night he called, begging to see me and I conveniently had this song in my stereo system, so I pushed the 'play button' and told him to listen. I never heard someone scream such obscenities into a phone before but he was mad, really really mad.I got even and his soon-to-be wife delivered a healthy son for him roughly 48 days later and he never strayed again ! as far as Iknow . . .